i am no longer okay.

29 09 2008

please note that this blog is taking a hiatus until such time
as i am have something to say.

i know all you regular stalkers will be curious (you know who you are) and i thank you for that but please do not concern your hearts.

I repeat Ghandi again:

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won.

I quote someone else very clever too:

you are the light in my dark.

I thank you for your love and attention. speak soon.





bad blogger

29 09 2008

yeah. i know. bad blogger cath. am quiet. so, like, sue me, hey? this is my not caring face waha.

good weekend, random but good. so good. thank heavens for good friends.

qotd: “it was an i’m going to eat you smile”

to which i reply: NOM NOM  NOM

=)





Have Good Friends

23 09 2008

Dear NotKay

I have no words. You are a queen among peasants and a light in the dark.

All I have to offer you today is this little thank you, which in life may seem so small, but it is mighty in my heart.

You have made one little girl, and one big girl smile so much.

Thank you.

X





qotd for monday.

22 09 2008

“You are the light in my dark….When you’re not setting my dark alight with small fires”





qotd

19 09 2008

Gandhi said:

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won.





anyway

18 09 2008

anyway.

click here.





tapes, angels and unavailability.

18 09 2008

I am currently unavailable for comment. No, it’s not what you think it is.

Currently swirling. Work is busy, my head is full, my heart in my throat on certain fronts but so full of love for those people who know who they are (and peeps, you know full well who you are).

In the meantime, I am swirling busy with much and such. All these tapes in my head swirl around. I am lucky I have someone who knows how to press that elusive pause button.

There’s a sticker on our wall that says Protected By Angels. My mother and father brought it back from the UK on their last trip. Every day I look at that and think to myself that we are blessed. And then I look over at Cam, still asleep, and am awed and full of love. Then she wakes up says “no mommy, wear the flower dress. you look pwetty. I love you”.

Every day I walk on, soldier on and live on, because she exists.

Nothing else in the Universe matters.





qotd

16 09 2008

You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star – Friedrich Nietzsche





start dancing.

14 09 2008

start dancing. keep dancing. don’t ever stop dancing.

=)





monitor tanning musing

13 09 2008

So, I’m sitting here listening to the house, waiting on a password. Yes, I’m checking out work again on a Saturday night and simultaneously privy to some beautiful writing by a dear friend of mine.

I am entirely honoured that someone feels comfortable and secure enough with me that they will share their precious writing. To quote Crowded House, the “cradle” she has chosen to explore something is “soft and warm”. I am so, so proud of her for doing this, for more reasons than just the writing of it.

I am reminded daily that I have good friends. Funny, inspiring, not afraid to be silly with meaning and every perspective on life that they give is a gift. I may not see as much of them as I wish – life being the adulthood-forcer it is, with deadlines and meetings and the need to sleep everpresent, but every time, without fail, i am reminded that the world is not an entirely bad place because, their are some utterly beautiful people in it.

I am a blessed being, whose tummy is full of chocolate and whose heart is full of gratitude.

If you have something to say, say it to me now.

Muchos smiles.